13 July 2012

So.

So, obviously, for anyone who visits here at all deliberately and not just wandering in from a Google search, it's been about half an entire year since I last posted, in which I even promised I'd totally do better at this thing. Yeah.

Busy? Not really. I've just experienced a loss of will. I think about this blog a lot and feel guilty for not maintaining it, but honestly I have some negative associations with this whole thing and I haven't gotten past that yet. Stuff happened since I began it, and other stuff didn't happen, and so on. I don't know what to do with it. I don't want to drop it altogether, but at the same time, I obviously don't want to maintain it, either.

At the very least, instead of a wishy-washy overly optimistic hope for the future, here's a note leaving a realistically pessimistic hiatus-style message.

(Gravestone from Utica, NY, Forest Hill Cemetery)

3 comments:

  1. You should keep updating it.

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  2. I have to say that I have gotten into a small habit of coming to this blog after I randomly stumbled upon it a few days ago. Other than the sheer pleasantness of all your photos, I do appreciate the fact that you're not trying to enforce deeper meaning into what you're doing because, contrary to popular opinion, not everything has to have a clear purpose to it. It's okay to do things just because you feel like it without having to give an explanation as to why.

    It saddens me that you stopped updating, but I understand that life is life and we all have our priorities that sometimes envelope our hobbies. The only reason I'm writing this is because I wanted to tell you that, from the sincerity of my heart, I hope everything works out. Even though I don't know you, I can confidently say that you're a good person. Pessimism doesn't seem like your style anyways.

    Peace to you, stranger.

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